I think of you a lot.
I think of you in the morning when I don’t want to get out of bed. I think of you when I order coffee. I think of you when my suitcase is too heavy. I think of you in bookstores when you’re not there to stop me maxing out my credit cards. I think of you on the days I hate myself for reasons like my hair not growing quickly. I think of you on days I don’t now what to do with. I think of you when I’m trying to decide which dress to buy- which would you like more? I think of you when I’m in the shower. I think of you when I spray myself with perfume. I think of you when I’m putting on lipstick. I think of you when I sit in the garden to write letters. I think of you when someone says something funny on TV. I think of you when I laugh. I think of you when I see them holding hands. I think of you when I win concert tickets. I think of you when I want to celebrate my first A. I think of you when the sun’s out. I think of you when it rains. I think of you when I walk home. I think of you when I buy vegetables. I think of you when I open the door to a dark house. I think of you when I open a bottle of wine. I think of you as I wash the dishes. I think of you when I brush my teeth. I think of you when I dream.
I think of you a lot.
And I haven’t even met you yet.
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I love this.
I am happy to hear that, Esther!
Gorgeous…
My God. All of this. Incredible.
Oh, I LOVE this. I’ve come to a point where I no longer really believe that my ‘You’ is out there, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t think of him a lot.